Lump

The boredom is amazing. My mood is actually very stable right now but here I am thinking about depressing things. And I have come to a conclusion I've come to time and time again.

And now I've done it. Told the boy I've been in love with that it's over. That my feelings for him are too strong for me to be his booty call.

This lump in my throat hurts. Just twenty minutes and I'll be out of work... I can start crying then.