Quiet Mood

Went for a bike ride this morning. First thing after waking up. Well, after getting dressed and doing my crunches. And it felt really, really good. It was slow but pretty steady as I was riding along with my Spamalot rerun friend while he took a jog. I'm impressed, that boy needed some sleep but he did well.

He asked me why I was so quiet. It was strange... I just didn't have much to say. Just like now. I've noticed that sometimes in my newfound peace and freedom that I have real peace. Difference is now my quiet moods are just that - quiet. No suicidal thoughts, no depression, no racing thoughts, no grandiose thinking, just a quiet mind. A gentle place where I can think straight and enjoy it for what it is.

I can figure out my next few steps and enjoy it. It's really, really nice.