It's A Coming

Going down the river, we only fell in because a friend of ours tipped us. I thought it was funny... wringing out my hoagie made me laugh too. Do wish I could have enjoyed a beer or two but whatcha gonna do? By the end of the day though I wanted a drink for reasons that weren't all joyful. And not being able to have one made me even more cranky. All in all, though, good times on the river.

That was my main birthday celebration. Though doing the rollercoaster thing on Friday made me happy too. And I stopped to have my tarot cards read. Didn't expect much but she did seem to nail a few things. One of the main things sticking out to me at the moment was when she told me I needed something to be excited about. She's not kidding.

Moving out should be doing it for me but I have to admit, even the meager month long wait feels like forever at this point. When I say stuff like that I feel like a brat, stomping her feet and complaining that it's never going to come. The truth is, I know it'll be here before I can blink. But, I have to pick up a second job now and I have to get my shit organized. As in, my furniture and who can help me move. I know it'll all fall into place sooner or later but I guess I just want it all taken care of now.

Good times ahead - I know they're on their way. Just wish I didn't feel like I'm sitting in the corner waiting for God to tell me it's time to take the next step. But, until then - it's all about patience.