Goldilock's Porridge

I'm thinking... I'm thinking... I'm thinking about dating again. Through an online site. You know, like match or something. I turned away from match after the TSE but I don't think I can rationally blame match for it. I'll just block the gross one if he's still on there.

I dunno... I'm thinking it might be fun.

Kind of really want to be back out there. But, I don't want to settle into anything that isn't "just right". You know, someone I'm attracted to, who I laugh with and whom makes me laugh, and is also a good person. I had thought I'd wait until I was out of my parents' house but I'm thinking, no, I want to do it now, I think.

Here's the thing, though... right... is it possible to hang out with people and get to know OVER TIME whether you want to be with them or not? Or do you have to instantly be in a relationship? Is it wrong to just want to hang out, see how it goes, and have a good time while figuring it all out? Not that there's all that much to figure out. When it's right, it's right and there's no stopping that.

But, I do know that when I'm feeling good, like I am today and like I was yesterday... I'm not ready to jump right into any relationships. However, when I like him, I'll like him and that won't be a major problem anymore.

Yeah... I think I'll sign back up soon.