Done

I'm questioning myself. And while I'm questioning myself, I'm filling out a questionare for another friend that will help her to pinpoint some of what she needs to help herself with. I'm considering sending out the same questionare to a couple friends to see if I get any responses. And to see why it is I'm suddenly struck with the fact that some of the people whom I consider friends don't seem to consider me in the same light. Or at least not as much as I consider them.

Maybe it's because I've had too much drama over the last few years. Maybe it's because I have sometimes said too much about some of them. And I always end up feeling guilty about that. Or maybe I should stop beating myself up and start knocking people off my list. If they're not meeting me halfway, I think I'm done. If they don't even respond when I invite them or reach out to them, I'm done. (Though I think for some of them that will be a welcome response. Or lackthereof.) I'm tired of having so many one sided relationships in my life. So, I guess I just won't anymore.