Keeping Him on My Radar

I just don't know. I really don't. I had a party last night. And I had a blast. I was so happy to have friends over and enjoy their company. Cooking for them felt great too. Getting to know each of them better was the bestest fun ever.

But, in the last 24 hours I feel like so much has happened. I guess, because it has. I am re-entering the dating world. Even though the cutest guy ever came to the party last night. He is just way too adorable and he makes me beam. However, he's made no indication that he's ready for more than what we currently have... or maybe he has. Maybe that's what last night was about. He called me "my lady" at one point... but I don't think he meant that as "his lady". I adore him but it's time for me to put myself back out there. I would like more, especially if my feelings for someone are so intense.

So... I started my meetup group this week. And I signed up for Chemistry.com today. And I'm planning to meet someone through a friend who thinks this guy might be good for me. I really hope that if the cutie wants more, he'll step up soon. I'd be willing to give it a real try. But, if he doesn't want that... I'm sure somebody out there will. And I know I have alot to give to the right person. For now, I'm content with just getting to know others. After all, if you go back and read my earlier blog about guys, there's no harm in keeping him on my radar while I get to know others. Right?