At Bay

I am trying so hard to keep my anxiety at bay. And so far so good... so far.

Went out with my biology lab partners last night. We may be making it a monthly event. We had so much fun. Spoke mostly about relationships and I think there's things we can all learn from one another. We're also talking about a possible trip in the future. We'll see. Wouldn't be until the end of summer.

So... here's my plan: next time I hear from him, I tell him my feelings and then I walk away. Any follow up moves will be on him and his conscience. Meanwhile, I'm kind of getting things in line to start dating other people again. Meeting one guy in a week or so... and I'm slowly connecting with a few people online. If I do actually start dating again, it'll be very casual and I will be "playing the field". Does anyone even use that expression anymore? Besides me?