A Cluster of Gray

Changes. Changes. Changes.

You know, I'm not sure what exactly kick started this whole new idea of me... but it's taken hold. I'm past the three day tough time that comes with quitting cold turkey. Meanwhile, I have started investing in myself in other ways. Hair, makeup, clothing. Got my hair done yesterday and this weekend I'll have to start with color. Turns out I have a few more grays growing in than I am comfortable with. I can't keep plucking. And I can't stand how upset a small cluster of grays made me yesterday. Time to take care of this. What shocks me is how I didn't start noticing them until recently. Some of these fuckers are LONG.

I've laid down a new rule about not drinking during the week - Monday through Thursday. Unless, of course, I have the following day off from work. As for Friday, Saturday and Sunday... that will be a take it as it comes kind of thing. It will all depend on if I have to work the next day and what time. If it's in the morning, we can just say forget it. I simply do better this way. No way around it.

Also paying a bit more attention to my money. If I don't have it (for the most part) then I will not push it. If I need to cancel plans or back out then I will. Most of my plans are going to be reserved for the weekend too.

I have alot of other changes coming down the road as well. Work, traveling, etc. I need to keep on top of things now so that I can successfully take care of those things when their time comes.