The Urge

I was told not to question it. Therefore, I will not. However, I will say that without a doubt I am grateful for it. Quitting smoking has been worlds easier than I thought it would be. Not that it is for everyone but it has been for me. Friday was rough. Saturday was just a little annoying with a nagging "I wish I could smoke" thought in the back of my brain. And Sunday that little nag stuck around a bit but was starting to dissipate. I would have enjoyed a smoke with my wine last night but I'm over it.

As for today. I haven't had even one genuine craving. This is the weirdest thing. I have only been smoke-free for a few days but I'm having no remaining consistent urge, no remaining withdrawal, and only had a hard time the one day - Friday.

I am blessed people. I smoked for 16 years and now I have quit without much of a struggle. Not saying I will never struggle with it again but as of right now, I'm pretty solid. Is it mind over matter, answer to prayer... a little of both? Oh wait - I already said I would not question it. Hard not to but if I can quit than I can behave and not ask a certain question. Strange how the urge to ask this question is stronger than my urge to smoke. Funny.