In The Middle

Ugh. My stomach is kind of upset today. Just ain't feeling right. There's a variety of reasons for this, I think. Beat it up yesterday. Junk food, wine, Captain Morgan on an empty stomach. I'm paying for it.

And I'm feeling a tremendous sense of "oh jeez... I made a mistake". Forgiving myself is always so difficult but I'll have to. Found out the other side of the story last night to the "I have to do what's best for me" problem. Oops. Sounds like a breakdown in communication to me. And it sounds like someone who is terribly unhappy (understandably so) is possibly lashing out at someone who is happy at the moment. I'm not going to continue trying to dissect the problem. It's not worth it. But I am going to make a small attempt at making peace in the situation. Maybe get the ball rolling on getting a friendship that's been damaged by life back together.

I know there's always two sides to every story... and then there's what really happened. I need to just keep my emotions in check from now on and not get angry until I know both sides... if even then.

I cannot wait to take a nap when I get home today. I can't sleep comfortably in my work chair.