Watching for Wil

Well, the work schedule is worked out. Things are looking up.

So now I'll have more time to do as I please... in other words... not sleeping. I can get my body's clock back to it's natural rhythm (mixed with horse tranquilizers, of course). And with that, start focusing on some of the more important things in life. The things that are important to me, at least.

I've been lost. But now I feel found.

Speaking of lost... I have a new addiction. Lost. Been watching the show on DVD for the past couple weeks, can't seem to get enough of it. It's kept me from doing much writing... and I haven't even gotten in many movies... and it's kept me from reading. I had to force myself to limit my intake last night to two episodes. Which I did... mostly because I want to finish up the Celestine Prophecy so I can move onto another book. That little thing has taken me entirely too long. It's a small book, easy read. Supposed to be an adventure but it's not a very exciting adventure. Most of the time the lead character sits around or stands around waiting for other more interesting characters to show up. And they usually do. Except Wil. Haven't seen or heard much of him lately.

Now, I get the idea behind the Celestine Prophecy, the spiritual side of it. How we give and take energy from one another. I'd have to agree. Completely. But, I'm still not enthralled. I'm on the last chapter now. May get to finish it up tonight. However, the chapter about co-dependency really grabbed me. Making me unsure if I want to actually donate the book when I'm done or keep it.

Coincidence. That's much of what the book covers... and as someone who doesn't believe in it, the book is a support for my theory that everything happens for a reason. Which is, obviously, not my theory alone but one that I whole heartedly buy into. And I'm not sure that this book is quite "enough" to make me feel like it proves that point. Though it is slightly coincidental in it's timing that I decided to reopen the book when I did. I tried to read it when I was 18. Too young and stupid to really get it at the time. So, I had put it aside.

We'll see. Will I donate or will I keep? Maybe I could just photocopy that chapter and then donate the rest of the book... hmm... decisions, decisions. (Clearly, my decisions right now are a bit lighter than they have been recently and I gotta tell ya, it feels good.)