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Well, I'm feeling alright. A-ok, as some would say. I spent yesterday feeling cranky and anxiety filled. Anxiety filled means moments of pure panic, split seconds, really that were the same old circular thoughts, the triggers that usually leads into a panic attack for me. But, I didn't have an actual attack so for that I am grateful. It's amazing to me, the difference between the day after I have some drinks and the day after I don't have some drinks. I didn't have any last night and even though I got just a little less sleep than I should have, I've been feeling pretty alright today. Maybe only a teensy weensy bit off but nothing that I even notice all that much. Especially not compared to yesterday. Because for the past two nights I've gone to sleep just slightly later than I'm supposed to. Tonight, I plan to be in bed on time. And I plan to finish the Celestine Prophecy. Maybe...

My biff is finally going to be available for some hang time... she's done school for the semester. Yay! And I got the meetup messes all cleaned up. Welcome to the fold, VIP Section. And as for the old group, it's been reduced to just a couple happy hours a month. I don't want to do anything more than that. I really can't take the idea of some of the people in that group. For a couple hours at a bar, I can probably deal... but sitting through dinners and taking day trips with them... no thanks. I appreciate that they're willing but that's about it.

Finally in Season 3 of Lost too. It's gotten pretty trippy, y'all. Pretty trippy. Creative. I love how they all crossed paths so many times on the mainland... I am really, really curious where it's going...