New Ground

Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head
You feel left out or looked down on
Just do your best, do everything you can
And don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say

- The Middle, Jimmy Eat World

Back when this song came out, I used it as inspiration for "waiting" for my ex to come around and be prepared to buckle down. All these years later, I finally understand it for what it is meant to mean.

I think.

Or, at least, how I interpret it.

"Just do your best, do everything you can".

I'm trying to. In everything I do. And it's taking some getting used to. In a strange way, making healthier decisions as of late has caused me to feel slightly depressed. Though last night and this morning I got to feeling good about making the better decisions.

I'll keep trying my best and I'll do everything I can. We'll see where it goes...