Plump

So, the rain hasn't exactly gone away. Or, at least, as of this morning it hadn't. Haven't been outside since I got into work today. But, I am feeling better. The cloudy, chilly weather is getting a bit old, I am thinking but what can I do? Not too much, I'm afraid.

Yesterday I had off from work. My usual one day a week. And it was nice even if I didn't get my laundry done. Though having to come in this morning made it a bit dampered. And going to AC last night was pretty alright though we couldn't just cut loose with the rest of the ladies (and one guy) because I had to be up early today. However, biff and I were both exhausted when we did get home so leaving a bit on the early side was probably a good thing.

Biff and I were talking about our relationship last night, while I enjoyed myself a deep fried burger. (Yup, heart attack express on a plate.) And I was mentioning how I think I'm ready to simplify a bit. I want to make sure I make dates with her as well as with the soon to be cutest cop ever. (Still trying to figure out his perfect name.) I don't want to keep making sure my nights are all packed. I enjoy just hanging out with a pizza and a movie... some wine, maybe. I want to start calming it down a bit. Not completely, of course... but I am ready to make some changes. Totally ready, I think.

Not ready to settle into getting cable or watching TV exactly... but I'm ready to make a little room for someone besides me. To make sure that my relationships are well fed and without the strain of not spending time together when it can be helped. It's taken me a long time to figure out the part about spending time with people you care for as opposed to just spending time with just anyone. And I think it's probably a good idea to invest in this realization.