Joining a Gym

It's kind of like this... I need to take the next few months and get myself rolling right along again. I have to. I feel like I'm dying inside otherwise but it's not as easy as I had figured it would be. I kind of figured I'd have all sorts of alone time but that doesn't seem to be the case. Not that I haven't had any but I guess I thought it'd be more.

Tomorrow night, I will go join a gym. I've decided on RetroFitness because it's only $20 a month. I need to for multiple reasons. 1) I've got to lose this extra weight. I feel uncomfortable physically, I feel uncomfortable mentally and I miss wearing clothes I like. All of which leads to lower self esteem. At least for me. 2) I want to quit smoking soon and I need to be able to rev up my working out because of potential weight gain. 3) I want to be in good enough shape to start training for the bike ride next year. 4) I just feel better all the way around when I do work out, mentally and physically. 5) Very simply, it'll help me to be healthy. 6) Next summer, I want to wear a bathing suit.

No reason not to, really. For $20 a month.