Oh Well

I liked him. Haven't heard from him (as previously mentioned) and now it's done. Heard from him last night. In the middle of the night. Apparently he isn't ready. Text me at 3AM because it's been eating him up.

Not sure what exactly he's not ready for since he never actually inquired as to what I'm looking for but I'll accept it. I liked him. This sucks.

Told him that if he feels like contacting me in the future, I'm ok with that. But - that's that. Done and over with. Can't actually decide for myself what I want to do next.

Do I rejoin match again? Or do I just go about my daily life and assume some mens will come along? I don't really want to spend the money on match so I guess I'll just have to go about my life.

Still, this stinks. Though maybe I should just be happy... my life is wide open again, no need to feel like I have to do any one course of action in particular. I think I'll stick with that feeling as best as I can. I liked him enough to stick with him, if he had wanted it too. But, I am not exactly feeling desperate enough to throw myself at anyone. If nothing else, at least I know how it feels to not settle now. That's something.