Lost in the Game

Oops... I did it again.

I started a problem with my mouth. Or, at least, spoke what I was thinking, without sensor. Again. And it turned into a problem. I blindsided two of my closest friends, Biff and Grammy, and I'm hoping they don't stay angry with me. One is still upset with me, the other, I don't think so. I should have handled it better. Simple as that. But, I had some wine in me and it just popped out. Sad part is I can't recall EXACTLY what it was that popped out but apparently it wasn't my place to take the elephant in the room for a walk. And that part is true, it wasn't my place but sometimes when it comes out messy it makes for mandatory talking. And sometimes I don't think I should necessarily keep what's in my heart to myself. Not to the people I hold nearest and dearest. The two friends will never see eye to eye. And they've agreed to disagree.

Some days it amazes me... how far from perfect I am. And I know everyone is but sometimes it just bothers me when I realize that even with everything I know and think I understand... there is still way more that I don't know.