The Changeling Fairy

The sun's back and it's warm out. My mood's improved. Much improved. Life's got me loving it again. I'm ready... willing... and hopeful about the future. Damn, I hate all the complications involved in avoiding depressive mood swings.

Anyway...

The good news is I most likely have a PC headed my way. Which means I can get busy with my writing. I've got an essay idea now too. It's coming together slowly but surely.

Whew.

And before you say, what's the bad news... there really isn't any at this precise moment. Which I'm thankful for, at the moment.

Last night was a deep thinking night. Brought on by all sorts of miserableness and the like. But, added to by the movie The Changeling. Good flick, a bit hard to take. Just because it's so super heavy but it makes you think, which I always enjoy. First it's got you wondering if she is crazy then you know she's not, then you think about the hidden and dark places, the history and most likely current corruption that exists and you wonder... how could they? How can people just allow themselves to run rampant? Some people are insane. Some are just bad, self centered, even, possibly, evil without being overt about it. Then some folks are evil, very overtly... disgustingly. Vultures waiting to devour people when they're weak. And, of course, most are just human... prone to weakness and fear.

Make yourself look good... for goodness sake so that you can keep doing what you're doing. We've all covered up a thing or two. Skeletons in the closet, as it's known. But, it's how you feel or behave when confronted with them. And better yet... can you confront yourself or are you just going to wait it out and let it fester beneath the surface?

Are you going to change to who you're meant to be or who you are? Are you going to confront the truth at any point? Have I? Often though certainly not all the time. Once upon a time you were an innocent child... now you're a confused and complicated adult. Think you could change back or has life taken that child away for good, replacing it with someone you don't even know?