At Age 14

Running in circles. Not looking down to what's going on inside. We all do it. And while it's not necessarily pleasant, it's a good thing to catch. When we're doing it.

I was offended yesterday by something that there is no reason to be offended over. So, I had to ask myself why it was bothering me. It's because I hate being treated like a leper. A smoker, that is. And that's my failure. My one attempt at quitting lasted not so long and now I've got to try again. And probably again after that. But, I don't have much choice. Smoking is no good. For anybody. Wish I could just be a social smoker but whatcha gonna do? I wanted to be cool and 14.