Focusing on the Jump

I have to focus. Focus, focus. Focus some more and then focus again. I picked up my books today for studying... and then I placed them down. I am intimidated. (Not the best way to start my new journey, I know.) I want to get myself some flashcards in order to start studying correctly. I should just start reading... that would help. But, I haven't yet and I am not sure why. Stopping before I start is no good.

The people around me, many that are close to me are really beginning to make their mark. They are beginning to impact the world with their own brand of business and I look forward to doing the same. Biff is graduating this weekend and she's in the midst of spreading herself around to several different business prospects. Aka, freelancing and the like. Meanwhile, my beloved is in law school and he's finishing his MFA this summer. Spice is also getting herself in gear and working on starting up that long dreamed of business that I know she will conquer. Marketing and party planning. Co-Britney fan bought a house recently and the next door neighbor is heading into the world of cosmetology school. She will be great at that too.

Me... I've got to start my studying. So I can do the personal training thing. And I need to get myself into a place where I can start working on my own freelance writing business. I told myself that the next ten years are going to be all about making my life what I want it to be. Setting myself up, if you will. And you know what I have learned from all those I mentioned above? Jump into it. Spice said that to me once flat out - you just have to jump into it. I think I need to take that advice.