Not Long Enough Yet

I have no idea why everything has felt so overwhelming as of late. It's not that I'm feeling all that bad (though, admittedly the last couple days I've felt like I was fighting something off). I just don't want to be tied down to anything. I don't want to have no free time anymore. I just want my life to be normal and available instead of commitment after commitment. I want to be able to do things spontaneously instead of always so orderly.

This is no huge revelation, I've been working on it for the last few weeks. Working on making my life the way I want it at this point.

Still, though, it doesn't feel like enough quite yet. Maybe I just haven't had enough time to get used to it yet. It has only been a few days... I just know that I'm still feeling overwhelmed. Like there's just still too much to do.