Red Ears

My ears are currently really hot, I'm wearing my winter coat indoors (in all fairness, it is usually pretty cold in here), and I'm aching from my neck to my knees. But, at least, the stomach issues appear to have subsided.

I'm currently also annoyed and scared and tired.

Annoyed with my co-worker for leaving shitty ass freaking work on my desk that should have been done while I was out sick. Instead, first thing on Saturday morning, while still feeling shitty, I have to try and figure out how to do something I've never done before. Good times.

Scared because I've discovered that maybe, when it comes to my most intimate relationships, I usually stick with people who are emotionally distant because so am I. At least, when it comes to opening up appropriately in the context of relationship. Not with friends, mind you... just with guys and family. And I have no idea how to get past this. But, I will.

Tired... just because I'm sick. That's the only reason for that. However, not feeling like I've gotten appropriate sleep adds to everything else, of course.