Duck and Run

Dammit. So, I had planned on waking up this morning and being myself again. But, it seems that's not going to be the case. At least for the moment. I haven't been for quite a while, it seems. I'm all over the place.

I drove to work listening to one of my favorite songs, repeated it a few times and hoped to have the emotional reaction to it that I was looking for. No avail on that one. I tried but no go. I'm just not feeling well. I think something is very wrong right now. I'm doing some of the little things I used to do before and not much is making complete sense to me. This freakin' sucks.

I had an interesting weekend and several days off of work but I'm still not feeling right. Something inside of me won't "click" back on. I may have to call my doctor, I think. But, I don't want to.

I'm going to be gone until Monday... look forward to hopefully writing a more chipper blog then...