Never Meant to Be So Cold

One moment, I want to forget it. The next moment I'm feeling butterflies again and giggling to myself. The next day... I want to forget it. But, I don't want to forget it. I want to take my time and show myself for who I am. Really am. Allowing my walls to tumble down and realize I may get hurt again. To be ok with this is tough but it's necessary. To be vulnerable instead of a cold hearted bitch. Ok... maybe that was a bit extreme but I certainly have the ability to be cold. I didn't realize it until yesterday when I realized a song that reminded me of someone else was actually me projecting my own behavior onto him. So... here goes. I'm just going to go about walking my path, come what may.