Almost Pulled the Trigger in My Dream

Crash and burn. It started on Sunday... didn't really clear up until today. The dream that woke me up yesterday would have startled anyone. My doctor also sounded concerned. Buddies, thank God for them, can help you through a panic attack if only you call. Wow! Glad I woke up this morning feeling better.

While this low was not the lowest I've ever been... it's different now. Because I notice that it's different than it should be. My mom said it best... "days when I know the medicine is working are the days I don't really think about the fact that I'm sick". She's dead on with that one.