Growing Up

I picked biff up last night to go see a sneak preview of "Grown-Ups". The movie made us laugh straight through. It made the entire audience laugh straight through. Very well may be the funniest movie I have ever had the pleasure of watching. It didn't bring me out of my post-vacation depression exactly. I was still feeling the weight in my head, my chest and stomach. But - it did help to relieve a little something for me. What exactly, I couldn't tell you but something.

So, I returned to work today. I was miserable coming in but I have since started to feel the depression fading away. I am still not thrilled with my work situation but for now I would be good to keep my eye on the outside of work prizes. I'm working out with my trainer tonight so that'll get me moving again. Hopefully - though while I was in the Dominican I briefly worked with the trainer at the resort. Honestly, he was better at pushing me than my own guy at the gym. And I'll pick up my books to start studying again afterwards. Tomorrow I have another review to do and then on Thursday, I'm studying again and the Texan is coming by to hopefully fix the speakers on my PC. Otherwise, I'm studying that day too.

It will get better... I just know I don't want to spend my life waiting for the next vacation. That's no way to live.