Taking the Weight Off

My shoulders have been carrying around this crazy weight. Just insane. I could feel it. My relationships can feel it. Everything is feeling it. All those things that are important to me besides school are feeling it. It's time for me to take a break. From school. Until September. I just can't do another five weeks like this. I don't like who this is making me into. At all. So... I will finish out this week and withdraw from the second session.

I've been debating this for some time... I want to know how to speak the language and at this point all I've got is confusion. My brain stopped absorbing sometime in the last few weeks and now I'm just cranky, miserable, and completely out of it. So... I will let it go... let go of my graduation date and just be ok with graduating a little later than I had planned on. I know what I want for my life. And this ain't it.

Thank God, I get to be me again.