I'm A Serious Student!

Ahh... espanol. Is driving me crazy. At the moment. I'm trying not to be stressed but I'm starting to feel it anyway.

Last night the cutest boy ever contacted me about sharing some wine and hanging out. I had to say "no" because of the schoolwork that's due tonight. Plus, I have a test. I'm feeling very yech but what's one to do? Again, I need to remind myself that I can only do what I can do. No more, no less.

Felt good about the fact that I put myself first for once. If he doesn't like it, oh well... just one more sign that it's not meant to be. He needs to respect me for all of me. (Or, shit, some of me would be nice... lol.) Then again unless I take myself seriously, what is there to respect? Unless I let him know what's right for me... how is he to know? And unless I show him what's important to me... (my edumacation)... how will he know what to really think of me?

I'm glad I didn't hang out last night. I did the right thing. And we did the polite wave at each other this morning since we were both leaving for work at the same time. I still think he's super hot.