Passing The Side Effects On

I'm kind of blah today. I don't want to touch my homework and I'm feeling kind of depressed. I didn't get enough sleep over the last couple days so that could be why. I keep having that underlying feeling that my life is never going to improve. But, I know it will. Just a little more time and I'll be back out on my own. That, in and of itself, will be wonderful. I think for now I better just get down to work and keep studying. Every time I study or do one exercise... I make progress. So, that will feel good when I get to it.

Yesterday I began speaking pretty in depth with a new friend of mine. He apparently has beaten the cancer that my other friend is battling right now. He was able to give me all sorts of info about side effects, etc. I passed this info on and feel good about it. I feel like everything happens for a reason and this just showed me that there's alot of truth to it. He and I just met on Friday and now he's able to help me help someone else that I care about. I think there's an awesomeness and a interconnection in there that's just amazing. A blessing, really. See... good things are coming out of meetup. And I made the right choice by starting the group.

Anyhoo... I better get to work. There's alot to be done. But... I... don't... wanna!