No Chemistry

So, lately I've been struggling. My self esteem seems to be getting absolutely crushed. I took myself off of the dating website I signed up for. Two reasons. One, people just didn't seem interested. And two, I don't want to spend the money. I am curious what's wrong with me and why no one really wants to date me. But, I guess I just have to accept that for some reason the dating world has to remain foreign to me for the time being. I do have alot more on my plate these days. Especially with school and the possibility that I may pick up a part time job. I need to move out of my parents' house. I really wish I wasn't feeling so crappy about myself but I guess enough rejection will do that to you. Oh well. I'm giving up on dating for a while and focusing back on myself again.