Friday, September 12, 2008

The Weak Ghost

How do you hurt a ghost's feelings? Tell them they're "weak" when they try to keep your door closed on you, then just walk out. At least that's what happened in my dream last night.

I can't help but wonder if I was actually dreaming about cigarettes. Maybe I am strong enough to overcome the addiction at this point. I really hope so. Especially since today is my first day back on the "trying to quit" path. I'm still allowing myself one a day. And I am going to pop the gum occasionally when the irritation level goes through the roof.

In the dream, I was scared. I was. I could feel that too. But I chose to stand up to the ghost. And then I felt good after I did. Walked through that door and I don't think I really looked back.

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