Out With the Old

The once cutest boy ever now knows there's someone else whom I consider important in my life. And I'll miss him but it just isn't worth anything anymore. He treated me like garbage and the fact of the matter is the new guy in my life is a really great one.

Still... it breaks my heart in a way. I was in love with him. I can't say I didn't give it a fair shot. I found myself waiting for him even when I didn't want to anymore. I found myself being completely faithful to someone who didn't ask that of me. And he certainly wasn't to me. He wasn't my boyfriend after all. But, he was a relationship that was incredibly important in a really difficult time of my life. Saying goodbye hurts even when it's absolutely right.

Out with the old, in with the new. And the new is really awesome.