Rabbit Cacciatore

I... can't... stand... my... job... today. I can't stand my job today! It's not that the job itself has done anything wrong, I'm just incredibly bored but I have to stay here until my credit card is paid off. I can't go running to school full time and waitressing full time until I get that taken care of. I feel like I'm waiting around to start my real life. And, in a way, maybe I am.

Went out to dinner with friends last night. Checked out Blackbird... http://www.blackbirdnj.com/. Good stuff. I tried the rabbit (which was a first) and the gnocchi. I'd recommend this place though I'm not going to go rushing back. Somewhat, because it's expensive... and somewhat because the food was good but not so good that I will "need" or "desire" anything I had there again. However, I would say... go there... check it out... and bring some wine.

After dinner, a friend of mine and I went to go get one more drink. That was the one that sent me over the edge. And I had to pull over on the way home and ask her to drive. She did. And then I began to gush... like I usually do... about the cutie. And I wouldn't shut up. He drives me insane, especially when I've had too much to drink... but I dunno... I may have to make a decision of some sort soon about him. I want more than he's giving though I wanted to be patient, I do want to actually go out with the guy I like. Other people have dates, I go it alone. I don't mind being single, really. But at times, it would just be fun.