Love It, Hate It

I love medical insurance because it makes it possible to not be run into the ground with debt on medical bills. I hate medical insurance because I can't see the psychiatrist I want to without paying out of pocket. She's my old shrink and I wanted to go back to her. Now I have to go in as a new patient with a new doctor. I called a long list of docs and it appears the earliest appointment I will be able to get is on December 21. Talk about frustrating. Granted, I made it 10 years, what's another few weeks? Right now, getting on medication means the world to me... tomorrow I may no longer want to. Three weeks from now I may have gone back to the mindset that I don't need it, I can control myself. This is the difference a few weeks can make.