Hope

Yup, hope floats. In a few hours I will see my doctor. He may not be specialized in dealing with crazy people but I've been told a general practitioner is capable of dishing out enough medication to make my wait until December 21 bareable. And I am looking forward to this... completely. Next on my list... besides meds is eating right and exercising. Consistently. Last night I got a full nights sleep. Granted, I had to go sleep on a different floor than my babygirl to do it but I must say it felt wonderful. Once the racing thoughts died themselves down, of course. Stupid obsession.