The Iris of His Eyes

I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some.
-Jason Mraz, I'm Yours

And then the inspiration struck. The initial feeling that led to inspiration came hours earlier while I watched a movie about a man who couldn't read. Low and behold by the time Hanoi Jane got done with him though, he could and not only that - but they had found love. Truthfully, the movie was mediocre but something about the way Robert DeNiro looked in one of the scenes struck my belly. A big flip of the ever elusive butterfly and I realized I was missing my blue eyed cutie.

So, I drove home and let the feeling sink in. I really like him. I'm happy to spend time with him and part of my crankiness as of late may have something to do with the fact that I'd like to see him more often than I do. And even though I'm terrified of feeling alot for a guy again, I am going to have to let myself. I may be in for learning again but I may also be in for winning again. Time will tell.